something vague

these emotions flowing through my head,
i feel my way past its energy,
and the currents of the dead.
how many thoughts thought, how many minds read
only to realize we've ventured too far ahead.

so over the horizon, and across the fields
towards new beginnings which we ourselves wield.
if you would only listen, if i could only explain
the sea of existence living within my brain,
maybe then it would ease the vagueness of this pain.

and as i stop to think about how you are,
those times we'd spend in that raggedy old car,
it suddenly dawns on me,
we're caught in this inescapable virus
our everyday reality.